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Psychedelic Dreams: hismajestyhibiya: Psychedelic Dreams: hismajestyhibiya: His Majesty...
Delic froze, his eyes widening before he broke out in a small fit of giggles that soon erupted into a hysterical laughter. Tears ran down his cheeks as he laughed. He couldn’t stop! He stared at the ground, his laughing turning into sobs again. He was disgusted with himself. He accused the pure, earnest Hibiya, of cheating. He couldn’t believe himself. “I need to leave. I can’t…I hate myself…” He let out a chuckle. By now it was only for the irony of it all.
Hibiya got up then, reaching out for Delic as he neared. “I think this will all be better in the morning, when we’re both rested and have level heads.” He tried hesitantly, the pain pulsing in his chest at seeing Delic’s emotions everywhere at once and knowing it was because of him. And there was that sick, demented part of him that roared with pleasure and glory. He wanted to kill that part of him. Stamp it out. He always had wanted to destroy it, especially when it came to seeing Delic in pain. “Come on. Let’s… Let’s go to bed, love.” He was begging, groveling, and he couldn’t even hate himself for it. That could be for later, when he could let himself matter. For right now, he meant nothing in lieu of Delic.
Delic looked up at Hibiya hesitantly. He couldn’t control what he was feeling. Everything was jumbled up in him. His stomach was twisting and his chest felt like it was repeatedly being stabbed. But he stood up, although slowly, and made his way over to Hibiya. He wanted all of that behind them. Maybe Hibiya was right, maybe tomorrow would be a better day. That way they could make up and think things over. He could realize how dumb he was being and be happy again. But right then, at that moment, nothing would get through to him. So yeah, he’d need to sleep on it. They could think about it tomorrow.
He grabbed Hibiya’s hand and pulled him to the bedroom. He didn’t even bother with the light, just pulled him to the bed and layed them both down. He pulled the covers up and didn’t let go of that hand once. He hoped he’d have good dreams that night. He’d surely need them for the next day.
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Psychedelic Dreams: hismajestyhibiya: Psychedelic Dreams: hismajestyhibiya: His Majesty...
Delic listened to every word Hibiya spoke. His pushed away from the raven, his eyes narrowing. “You…were with a woman?!” He couldn’t believe what he was hearing. He quickly backed off of Hibiya and moved to the other side of the room, feeling sick to his stomach by just being near him. “How…could you?! If you wanted something different, why didn’t you just tell me!?” He broke down into tears again, falling to his knees. His hands were clenched into fists and he gripped the nearest thing to him, successfully breaking it in half. He didn’t even realize what he was doing, too far gone in his own despair.
Hibiya, gobsmacked, mouthed wordlessly for a moment, arms still hanging in the air where Delic had been, before he was looking at Delic, surprise plain on his face. “I- yes, I was with a woman. What do you mean something different? She wanted help locating her son and she knew I had some useful connections.” He was confused, and astonished as Delic broke a part of a chair right in half. Now he was a little scared. “I’m sorry…?” He didn’t know what Delic was getting mad about. Hibiya had slept in a shitty hotel the entire time and stayed there unless he was forced to go out and meet with a contact or the woman who ‘employed’ him.
Delic froze, his eyes widening before he broke out in a small fit of giggles that soon erupted into a hysterical laughter. Tears ran down his cheeks as he laughed. He couldn’t stop! He stared at the ground, his laughing turning into sobs again. He was disgusted with himself. He accused the pure, earnest Hibiya, of cheating. He couldn’t believe himself. “I need to leave. I can’t…I hate myself…” He let out a chuckle. By now it was only for the irony of it all.
